Who is lala ?

 If someone asked me this question in person i would probably ugly smile and say something sheik. 

Lala is still putting the pieces together but for now she is love. She is an amazing mother of 2 beautiful kids that look up to her everyday. Lala is the black sheep but always defined any barrier that stood in her way. She is a maniac who chooses to love deeply no matter how much she's been hurt. She is thoughtless and goes with the flow.

I tend to not remember who i am sometimes and fall short in loving myself. Everyone has their flaws. It's not like I'm in front of a mirror 24/7 trying to pick and poke imperfections. However it hasn't been as bad as it use to be. I actually love myself now more than i did all the previous years. Its's funny how we feel emotions and the things we feel them for. How they make us stuck. For awhile i realized how much of a hopeless romantic i was and i felt stupid. But then i grow more and realize any love i give is something they needed at the time. I don't run into anyone who is perfect so the souls i come across need me or want me as much as i want them. We both use each other in a way. So i am a hopeless romantic. I'm also charismatic , outgoing and sexy. I'm humble and ambitious and have the persistence of a mockingbird. 

I'm also a lot of bad things too. A liar and deceiver. I am sneaky and conniving. I try to be better than all those things but we all fall to sin in some way. Working on it of course.

In the end i think of Lala as someone who is Beautiful and spontaneous. She is small but loud. She is sensitive but unserious. Curious and nonchalant. She is creative and a star in this universe. Misunderstood, Indecisive, Naive- the list goes on and on. I think you would have to meet her to really see yourself the beauty behind the walls put up.