"I thank you for letting me go because i would've never left you alone"
Sometimes in life we do honestly get comfortable and think certain things will never happen. How funny is it to say what your life will and wont be ? Have you seen God's plan for you ? Do you know the changes he has in store to break and build you? So how can you say what your life will and wont be. Everyday you should just be thankful. Thankful God woke you up or the most high allowed you to end another day untouched and blessed.
Im in a transitional phase in life and i don't quite know the end game for this path. But i pray it's a rewarding one. I fucked up along the way. We all fuck up. Holding yourself to perfection , you'll only ever see flaws. I tried though. Lord knows i tried and tried and tried until i couldn't anymore. I NEEDED to feel real love. Some kind of affection. Anything to prove im still a person who's worthy. Little did i know i'm the only person who actually deems myself worthy.
I will be honest and say the change is uncomfortable. But its when your uncomfortable that you make shit start poppin. You step out of that safety net and you get shit going. I've started over and lived so many lives. This shit is nothing to me. I will come out amazing. My kids are forever going to feel and know love. A big set back for a major fucking come back.
IM MADE FOR THIS SHIT. IMA GET EVERYTHING I WANT BY THE GRACE OF GOD.
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