Doors

 I find it crazy how life throws you curve balls. Like when you feel comfortable , shit will shake up. Of course then again, What the fuck are you doing getting comfortable in life ?? We all take things for granted even if its the small stuff. But the way life will test you is actually amazing because it never fails. You think your done with someone and boom , here they are. You think a certain situation is over and boom, you somehow find yourself still dealing with it in another way. This is also where boundaries and standards and self respect come into play as well. You HAVE to stand on business about yourself and i dont even mean being a bitch and saying FUCK YOU ! Not that at all although.. Sometimes that's the easiest route when dealing with certain people. You just have to know what you want in your life. Your daily intake is actually so important and alot of people fail to realize that. Which is also why everyone is hostile and on edge every second of the day. No one is actually trying to open their own doors and LIVE LIFE HOW THEY WANT. Everyone is living for likes right now. Weird times. 

I often find myself holding back and being inconsistent with my passions. How do i expect my doors to revolve if i cant push through ?! I will admit here that i do sometimes get worried about what people will think. Who can say they honestly dont think that sometimes ? Now i DO NOT live in fear nor hid myself from this sometimey feeling. I just simply withhold my fullest potential. Which is so lame of me lmao. PUSH THROUGH THE UNCOMFORTABLE BITCH AND TURN UP ON THESE FUCKERS!