The past month for me has been a little confusing. Not in the normal, " ahhh what is my purpose in life" But more so like why is this all happening all of a sudden. Change is such a weird feeling and thing to go through. We dont ever actually realize when something is changing until it has, unless its like subtle obvious change that is you know , OBVIOUS. I guess my head has been wrapped around the amount of people and things my life is bringing back to me. Im being more social. Trying to gain more confidence and patience and overall be an amazing mom and person. I feel like ive said that last sentence so many times but honestly gaining and mastering those small things are my end goal with of course a few more good attributes. Random but i also overcame whatever body dysmorphia ive been battling over the years. I realized recently i actually am so beautiful & my body is tea as the commoners say lmao. But as for love oh lets chop it up on another one to really get a piece of how im feeling lately about love.